LA

Touchtouchtouch

2009-12-17T00:57:00.000+08:00

Damian - says (12:46 AM):

*my lappy touch screen siol

*HAHAH

LA: Spin says (12:54 AM):

*haha

*you changed lappy?!

Damian - says (12:55 AM):

*ya

*haha

LA: Spin says (12:56 AM):

*wlaozzzzz

*my phone also touch screen

*HAHA

Damian - says (12:57 AM):

*ahaha

Fond Memories

2009-12-14T12:19:00.002+08:00

(to be continued)

:@

2009-12-06T00:43:00.002+08:00

hello, i'm back and am jobless. ): i honestly don't know what am i going to do when i get back from ho chi minh, ah yes i'm leaving on monday. Its a 7am flight. Gotta reach the airport at 530am. gosh..... anyway, life sucks and there's no point taking it srsly so let's just have fun haha you guys know what i mean. yea, nightz! xoxo!

i gotta feeling

2009-11-25T18:41:00.001+08:00

hello, i'm back

Beeeetch Frenshippp^^

2009-07-18T00:58:00.000+08:00

Alŧoŋ • says (12:57 AM):

*Beeeeeeeeetch!

*nice dp. i wonder whose camera that was

LA: Russell Brand, will you be my friend? says (12:57 AM):

*bbeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetch

*hahaha

*nice tattoo

*wonder who drew it

*haha

Alŧoŋ • says (12:57 AM):

*hahaha i wonder too

LA: Russell Brand, will you be my friend? says (12:57 AM):

*hahaha

^^ I'm shaking

2009-07-02T21:09:00.003+08:00

I don't even know why i'm signing in, i pretty much have nothing much to say. Just that I'm not entirely satisfied with my life now. And another thing is that, i think studying is a really lonely job. I h8 it. 1.5 years more. :l K, i'm off dk what to blog about. Heartxz ya! xxx

Heartbreak = Heartless

2009-07-01T18:45:00.001+08:00

I think

I think i'm sucha horrible person

You can slap me, if you want to

My bad, I'm so sorry.

2009-07-01T18:36:00.003+08:00

Will definitely miss this star, he is amazing. A legend.
R.I.P. xxx

silver is my new fave word (:

2009-06-22T01:34:00.002+08:00

Look! I'm wearing the HEROES shirt hahaha! ^^ I'm back home yay! The party was real funnnnnnn! Hope my 21st can be as fun as this one. Hahaha. I have school tmr and i really need to go to bed haha but dky i have this sudden urge to blog. (: Shit, tmr's piano lesson is so GONE. I haven't practised! :l Anyway, no complains no complains li an today's a good day. Hehe. Happy happy. Hope they extend the school holidays and i swear i will start studying ^^ . Ok, i'm gng to go vote now! You sexy people go vote too! xx (:

I need bookssssssssss

2009-06-18T10:06:00.005+08:00

Omg i h8 myself, i still haven't decide what to do todayz. Omgosh! :l I only know i need a new bag and i want tons of new clothes. But of cuz, i'm not allowed to shop cuz i've alr been spending a lot, A LOT. On food. How sia! ): And today morning, didn't start off very well. Oh wells. And also, i can't go swimming. ): If you know why. Hehe. Bri off to camp. Bah, and i have cg l8r at 5? 4?

Kay, all i wna do now is read. Byez, i think i'm going to my mum's shop first. Oh ya, i have a pimple on my chin. :l

Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

2009-06-14T16:30:00.007+08:00

Its been a long time since i wrote a decent post. Manz, hols are fast yet slow. I don't really know what i'm doing with my life now. It feels all so aimless, like i've lost my bearings. Ok, i didn't come on to talk about this, i wanted to blog on something else. But after typing nonsense for so long, i can't actually remember what i want to say. Argh. :l

Well, maybe i should start with yesterday. Went to watch Hannah Montana with my sister! The movie was damn good, no doubts. I literally felt like a kid while i was watching it. Bah, i feel lame talking about my day... Weird, why? :/

Anyway, yeah. I'm still sick. Been like that for more than a week already. The flu ain't going away. Everytime when i blow my nose, i feel like i'm blowing all the oxygen out of my body and i'll feel horribly weak after that. Oh ya! I nearly fainted yesterday at Vivo. The mall was so crowded! Omg. Nightmare. No oxygen. Nightmare x2. Never go out on the weekends i tell you unless you wanna get swallowed by the crowd especially when you lost 3kg this hols its even worse ahemmeahem. Hahhahaa, no la not much of a difference actually. Anyway, just for your info i already finished a box of tissue at home. I'm dying already. :l Honestly, i feel very weak. I need rest. For the next few days, at least. Sorry friends, unfit to go out.

xx (:

P.S - I love Miley Cyrus haha.

Get It Together

2009-06-10T13:38:00.003+08:00

"No matter what you are doing, never lose yourself 'cause that will be the last thing you want."

-DVF

who knew

2009-06-06T10:18:00.000+08:00

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

(: (:

2009-06-04T20:09:00.003+08:00

"Dear Frank,

How i wish i could hug everyone and tell them it's ok. It's ok to be scared and angry and hurt and selfish. It's part of being human."

-Ohio

BOOM BOOM POW!

2009-06-04T00:07:00.002+08:00

I like that boom boom pow
Them chickens jackin' my style
They try copy my swagger
I'm on that next shit now

I'm so 3008
You so 2000 and late
I got that boom, boom, boom
That future boom, boom, boom
Let me get it now

Hannah!

2009-06-03T21:29:00.002+08:00

i'm actually a disney channel fan hahaha. And i can't wait to watch Hannah Montana! hahaha, tmr's the day! 4th June :D

Already Gone

2009-06-03T00:22:00.002+08:00

suddenly you feel like you are free and you have nowhere to go.

one day, one day, we can be someone too

2009-06-02T18:32:00.003+08:00

Made it a home-stay today. It was alright. Not very flattering, the things that i did. And scary things happened just now. I'm not going to elaborate on it cuz of some stupid reasons. Like if i said, (...) will happen. Really dumb thinking. Hahahaha. Ants are really irritating. My house is like an insect kingdom. Yes, we have all sorts of insects in my house! You name it, we have it! Yea... Sucks. Ants are crawling all over me all the time! And just two nights before, i discovered 3 ants lying/walking/trespassing on my bed!!!! OMGOSH! (Inserts emoticons, idk which though) Irritated, like damn! Grr, screw ants!

Gotta Find It

2009-06-01T00:49:00.003+08:00

Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say
Spent all my time, stuck in yesterday

Moonlight

2009-05-31T00:20:00.002+08:00

I really kinda miss my girls. ): But if i'm not wrong they are still having their exams and yada yada... Sadded! Anyway, i'm really hooked on Twitter. And my feet is still sore and swollen. Its not very obvious but i have to ice my feet. ):

Anyway, look up into the sky now the moon tonight is really pretty haha. Have a good night sleep people! Toodles! (:

It felt more like a monday

2009-05-29T19:08:00.000+08:00

Everyday feels like a monday,

there is no escaping from the heartache.

Now i wanna put it back to together

'cause its always better late than never.

i don't like part-timers

2009-05-28T23:53:00.004+08:00

this week was pretty cool, yea yea. watched a couple of movies at the theaters and at home. (ok, my feet is freaking numb now, been icing it for like 15mins now. omggggg! pain. i think i hurt it during training. :l) anyway! today was great, not abit like yesterday. haha, i have no idea why(actually i do). went for a swim in the morn, came back put my stuff, rush out to meet eli. star trek-ed! hahaha. (: chris pineeeeeeeeeeee!

sorry, i don't think i'm a very nice person.

Chris Pine

2009-05-28T23:05:00.004+08:00

Star Trek ... Ah, so good. Hahaha.

retardedness

2009-05-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

Flown Away

2009-05-25T00:22:00.004+08:00

I have chosen to let go what I have been holding on all this while.

Everything is over and there is nothing you can do.

There is no shame, no blame.

Nothing at all, nothing at all!

Pack now before its too late!

What's left, I'll take and what's gone, I'll evade.

I am happy of what I am now and I hope you are too.

Holidays w/o you, i can't wait

2009-05-24T11:42:00.003+08:00

Hehe! Life starts! (:

Life starts = Movies, cheap food, crazy friends, coffee and more. Woohoo! Yesterday marks the start of my good life hahaha! But i missed the gig yesterday!!! Sadded. Anyway, i just ate McDonalds and i'm already lying on my bed. Omg fat, yes. Hahaha. The Mr. Trouble is back in my house again which means i can't play the piano, basically because i don't want to wake him up. When he's up, i'll be dead. So a lil sacrifice is needed.

Gonna make it a home-stay today. So... yeap! Toodles!

the crime

2009-05-23T11:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE! (:

coffee, sun, and lovers.

2009-05-22T23:19:00.006+08:00

I don't have much to give. So don't expect too much from me.
Haha. Today... Ok i don't know what to say about physics. I was DAMN careless. Argh! Regretted for not studying hard enough! Anyway, i really really really wna go to that gig tmr but loo don't want. ): sadded! Ah, nevermind there's another one in june! Yessa! (:

EXAMS.ARE.FINALLY.OVER! OMGGG! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! :O HAHAHA!

Happy!

Ok lovers, let us plan our oh-so-good-hols now. Hahaha, welcome to the good life! (:

chemxstry

2009-05-21T20:21:00.001+08:00

CHEMBABYISKABOOMLOVEHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!

I do want to

2009-05-20T12:29:00.004+08:00

I really really really like this video. Haha.
ANYWAY! I.Screwed.Up.The.Math.Paper. DAMN!

(-)

2009-05-19T15:59:00.003+08:00

Anw, i screwed up my econs paper, well, most of us did. Its so depressing considering the amount of time we spent on it. Argh. Right before the exam, i was told that the paper was doable. Omg, you call that paper a doable paper?! What the shit! Haha. Whatever la, what's done done. :l

Math paper tmr! Bah!

Thought

2009-05-19T15:51:00.004+08:00

Omg, i don't even know that the cathay website changed their look. Omgomgomg, i know nothign about what's going on now. :/ I wna go out! Saturday movieeeeeeeeeeeeee shall be the start of my partayeeeeeeeeee week!

dissed

2009-05-17T22:01:00.003+08:00

Look at how a dad treats a daughter with no blood relation. Thanks.

Don't talk to me about it anymore

2009-05-16T20:21:00.006+08:00

Today, today ... Not cool at all.

Neither could i escape nor could i hide.

This is hard, life is TMTH.

I had enough, i had enough.

6 more days to FREEDOM

Exams! Kiss my ass.

hellogoodbye

2009-05-16T01:32:00.000+08:00

Stop thinking so hard. It tires people out.

Of all days

2009-05-16T01:21:00.002+08:00

Are you playing games with me? Wrong timing.

Don't, please.

Not now...

Please.

More Layers Please

2009-05-14T21:09:00.003+08:00

Am so tired with studying. H8 it. Omg. ): I don't like to study. I want my life back. Ok, not like i really had one. Nevermind that. Anyway, i'm heading back to school tmr. To get my essay and of course to study. I spent the whole day on physics and econs(reading) alone. Omg, no more timeeeeeeeeeeeeee. And and and i accidentally cleared my safari history. Argh, all the nice websites. Gone. Gone! ):

8 more days to F.R.E.E.D.O.M! (:

Basic Needs (too much GP)

2009-05-14T00:45:00.002+08:00

today was tough for me. had a hard time pushing myself through classes. i can't remember since when school became this important to me. i was just telling bri & eme today about how important it is and how i really wna do well and yada yada... this is weird. i'm not a geek, if you know me you will definitely know that i'm not a geek/nerd(!). of course not one, of course. anyway mid years are like in 4 days' time. i'm totally bummed out. gp totally cmi. SOS. gah! i need more time. :l

random tuesday

2009-05-12T18:26:00.001+08:00

i like girls with nice hair haha. (:

xxx

Trust Me. I need D.

2009-05-10T11:03:00.001+08:00

Hello,
1. I'm going on a diet
2. I will do well for MYEs
3. Play my ass off after MYEs

Bye.

school-oh-so-good

2009-05-09T12:29:00.003+08:00

i'm more than this

2009-05-09T11:26:00.001+08:00

Why do people always think that I can't take care of myself?!

revelation

2009-05-08T15:19:00.003+08:00

sometimes, i feel bad and irritated by myself for whatever that i've done and gotten myself into. looking back, i think i may not have made a bad choice. saint, i am not, definitely. but i dare say i still know when to draw the line; do and seek what's right. i didn't sign up for this and i know you didn't too. so there's nothing and no one else to blame anymore. so, drop it. smile and that's all i can say.

Selfishness

2009-04-02T23:01:00.003+08:00

Li an, TGIF!
The weekends are here, soon! Give me back my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (: I really had enough of school. Yes, thanks! Bye. Zonked out.

Deep Breathes and I'm Gone

2009-03-26T22:17:00.003+08:00

You mean this is what i'm meant to be?
You mean i can't even do this right?
I can't do this anymore.
I once, held on to this one last hope that i had left.
But, now? Why?
Torn, oh so torn.
Two times, three times... I had enough.

The Climb

2009-03-22T14:43:00.003+08:00

MacBook Trauma

2009-03-22T13:21:00.003+08:00

I regretted not buying MacBook! Grr! The ugly looking lappie is getting on my nerves. Haha, not really. Just that the Apple website is sort of my Safari's homepage and it keeps showing me the MacBook Pro! Argh! I wanna a MacBook. When will you die, my dear lappie? (:

Saturday

2009-03-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

I-AM-INNOCENT

2009-03-14T10:41:00.002+08:00

The first thing I do when the hols are here, check the Cathay Website. Haha, then my friends' schedules, timing for volleyball trainings and lastly, homework. This hols ain't like hols at all. I have all these trainings coming up. Its so packed! I really need to watch some movies and relax with my friends. And of cuz my bestfriend. Hahaha, i want a proper holiday!!!

You Want Dinner?

2009-03-10T20:07:00.006+08:00

I feel terrible now. My stomach feels really funny. My mum says that its food poisoning. Well, i don't mind skipping school tmr(obviously). But i really do hate missing out in classes and rushing homework at the very last minute. :| No, I'm not grumpy. Haha. Well, i kinda forgot how to be grumpy. I love my new class, so what's there to be grumpy at? And now my mum is peeping at what i'm typing. (can't be bothered, cuz i'm certain she can't read from this puny screen) Omg, i'm so tired. Help! I have econs lecture test on thurs. OK, again FIRST econs lecture test on thurs. Haha. Man, tell me about it! I still hate econs. *groans*

(more ranting deleted)

I have to do my stuff already. Bye. (:

A Scenario

2009-03-10T19:57:00.004+08:00

I have something to say, nothing to start with.

Nothing to tell, the things that go with.

Missing

2009-03-10T19:52:00.003+08:00

If you don't, its fine. Just don't act like you do.

Its damn disgusting.

This Ain't Nothing OK!

2009-03-01T22:57:00.001+08:00

Short. Too short. Seriously too short.

My stupid hair.

Please This To Keep The Other

2009-02-28T11:41:00.004+08:00

After so many years, I've finally realised that actually my emotions are the most important thing. Its always about how I feel. How I feel around some people, how I feel about how the thing would end, how would this issue be like? I'm so lead by my emotions. But at some circumstances, I do what I and the majority think its cool. So, sometimes being such a drag isn't exactly what I want and what I'm like. I hate to be put in this situation. But sometimes a little act can helpful and I believe it applies to everyone. Everyone is an actor, they do what is good for them. So, don't curse and swear at others. Think before you say anything.

Serious

2009-02-24T21:33:00.001+08:00

Giving up not in.

Deprived

2009-02-22T20:05:00.003+08:00

I'm struggling with binomial again, for the forth year. Been doing this for four years. Man!

This week started off great. The energy and motivation to study soon drained off after for like 2 days. Haha, by wednesday I'm just a zombie wondering around school, moving from classes to classes. JC school days are like never-ending. I'm so deprived of everything! Entertainment, I hear your callings! I miss watching Hills, Bromance, Real World, 90210 & Chuck. I'm so deprived. Curious Case of Ben Button didn't cure me last night though it was real good unlike all the feedbacks I've got. I love Brad Pitt. Last night was actually the first time that I thought that he's good-looking. Hahaha. Anyway, movie last night was a bad idea. Woke up late today because of it, rushed through own practise and was late for lesson. Ka-bah-bah! Irritated! I hate to be not on time!

I'm so deprived of everything! Of time, of friends, of wisdom, of sleep, of love hahaha kidding. I'm off, back to my dearest mr. binomial. (: Hahaha!

This is all that I've got

2009-02-22T12:16:00.003+08:00

I'm not tasty.

I'm not nice.

I'm not anything you will think of at night.

Blahblahblah

2009-02-21T12:10:00.002+08:00

I wna watch and read He's Just Not That Into You.

I'm still very very very tired from yesterday's training. I can't really raise my right hand now. No strength. And I'm using a lot of left hand since morning.I'm so annoyed by myself. I can't practise p now cuz no strength. I have no time to practise cuz I have church later and movie at night. BahRahGah! Help, I have NO TIME! Sunday i have P lesson. :/ Tired. Tell me what should I do. Bah!

G33k Club!

2009-02-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

Alŧoŋ • • says (11:14 PM):

lol

Alŧoŋ • • says (11:14 PM):

im geekier than you!

L: imma g33k! come join da club! says (11:15 PM):

hahah so come join da club!

Alŧoŋ • • says (11:15 PM):

How!?

L: imma g33k! come join da club! says (11:16 PM):

haahhahah!!

Broken Strings; Broken Ties

2009-02-19T22:47:00.003+08:00

I want more hair.

Just got back home. Lit night was tonight. It was super duper cool! Team Lou did really really WELL! (: And poppy eyes too! Oh man, he can REALLY ACT!! Hahaha, yea my friends my friends! Thanks, hahaha! Anyway, I'm dead tired today. Was struggling to stay awake during my last lesson. Swear I'll sleep early tonight. Today definitely wasn't fun trying to stay awake the whole time. Anw, I'm off. American Idol's on now. Goodbye! (:

Still a full-stop

2009-02-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

Mmm, you are crossing the line. Stay out please.

Bah! Gah! Rah!

2009-02-17T22:44:00.003+08:00

I can't stand college, no more man! Its gettin' on my nerves!!! So many people in school. So noisy, so drama, so scary! Hahaha. My mood instantly changed to bubbly mood the moment I stepped outta school. It was like damn sudden. Haha, gah! I keep getting caught for long fringe how! Where the hell in the world would a college student be caught for hair?! I don't get it, it doesn't even make sense. I'm repeating this for like the hundredth time. I and Bri were like complaining, complaining and complaining our lungs out today. It was really "GAH!" No words can describe our annoyance and irritation. Hahaha, I hear an amen. Whatever, I'm going off already. Tired, have training cum try-outs tmr! (: Toodles!

I stick to my will

2009-02-16T22:57:00.004+08:00

First day of school did me well! And hopefully, my class well too. (: Hope everyone had fun in class and love our teachers. Hahaha, history repeats itself. Mr. Foo's my math teacher again! Good and bad. Not gonna say why, in case he google his own name and find this post. Hahaha! Got Ms. Ng again for PE. And I have more breaks this year. Not exactly a good thing cuz I'm not sure whether I will really study. Hahaha. (: I love delilah, she is really really funny. OK, I love my class. (:

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Anyway, I love my class and my girlfriends. Thank God for everything. (:

Happy V'Day!

2009-02-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

To D: We are not together, thanks. Hahaha!

A Lil' Faith Enough

2009-02-13T21:02:00.003+08:00

TGIF and TGI V DAY! Haha, valentine's day! Not like I received lots of presents. Haha, but still I'm happy that everyone is showing love, spreading love. Haha, lame-o.

Anyway, try-outs went real well today. We had some alumni coming over to help. They are good manz, fantastic actually. Argh, I'm so tired. I wna go to bed now. OK, I'm going to sleep at 10:30 today. So please don't message or call me. Hahaha hehehe hohoho. Once again, happy valentine's day! Appreciate your other half while you two are still together! (:

Thank you for being to be my friend. And thank you for all that you have done. I am not worth it seriously. So save the time and the trouble.

Goodbye. (:

Tu-Tu Train!

2009-02-12T19:51:00.004+08:00

Hello, my mum is so cool she knows how to say what the hell. Haha!

Woohoo! Last day of orientation was the best manz! It was damn high! Everyone was cheering like hell. Chaotic but fun! Had fun stepping on pom-poms(hahaha)! Hahaha, kidding. The chicken dance and college dance was the climax manz! Everyone literally went crazy at that point of time. Hahaha, it was REAL GOOD! Better than any of the years in SR(I bet)! Hahaha. (:

I don't mind getting carried again or more bruises just to exchange for this day. (:

Drop It, Dude.

2009-02-11T20:27:00.002+08:00

I don't exactly feel good today. Programs were boring, draggy and energy-draining. I'm grossed out by myself, I can't believe I'm checking out the newbies. Omg!! Hahaha, gross. But can't blame me too! No work to worry about yet. Hahaha.

Anyway, cca recruitment was real fun today. Enjoy shouting the whole time at the booth and splattering nonsense. Haha. Volleyball Vs. Tennis! Yea manz! Woohoo! Hahaha, vball trials is on friday and we are so going to recruit good (looking) players man! Hahaha. I'm a lil' high now. No idea why.

Argh, I want a new piano eh. Getting irritated by my one-decade-old piano. :|

Weird Gang, "We need a new song!"

2009-02-09T19:46:00.003+08:00

Orientation was a drag! It was tiring, lengthy and naggy. Woohoo! Glad to be home. It is so scary. Josh S. started studying already and I'm still "enjoying" my last few orientation days. Manz! I'm sunburnt and had loads of strange encounters today. I have strangers treating me really nice in school. I keep checking out pretty girls. And I only have 8 girls in my new class. Yes, that means 16 guys. Manz! Not good, not good OK! I'm trying to look for more good girlfriends this year! ): Hahaha, maybe some guys can actually be like girls. Whatever. Hahaha (:

I love after-school times, just talking and slacking with the weird gang. Woohoo! I love my girls! (:

Playing With Words

2009-02-07T23:29:00.004+08:00

Why is the world so materialistic, practical and competitive. These are things that I can't stand. One of the few things that I can't stand. I'm not that hard to please. I'm quite an easy-going person. I've finally learn how to take things and everyone easily. I'm easily pleased. In fact, you don't have to do anything extra to please me. Your presence is actually all that I need. OK, I'm not totally against that materialistic part. But I just think that, not everything in this world surrounds it. I hate how people hurt one another just to get to places. I hate how everyone burn their bridges just to get what they call "respect". This is not how respect is gained. Why does everything surrounds benefits nowadays? Why? Haven't you thought of that? How pathetic.

Anw, today I was just thinking about my future. About where Daddy will bring me to and how can I manage it all on my own. I'm scared. I have the I-still-wna-stay-with-my-family kinda feeling. OK, its a bit early to talk about this. But this is the only thing I look forward to now. Anyway. Its OK! Hahaha. Let's not think about this now. Haha. Oh yah! I just got Breaking Dawn book from Bestie! Yay! Finally. Gna finish like 1/2 of the book tonight. Met her up for awhile just now. Wa finally got to talk to her. Hahaha. And Young dudette came to my Y-Hope today! Yayayay! Hahaha! (:

P.S - My blog has been really plain recently. Sorry for the lack of pictures, haha. Bear w me please (:

New Situation

2009-02-06T23:18:00.004+08:00

Oh man. I finally had the whole weekend planned out. I think people will hate me when it comes to planning things. I will get so irritated by the slow replies I get and always end up typing unfriendly ones too. :/ But its really quite irritating when I try to get things done but the person just wouldn't stop talking about other stuff. Just get it done before we talk about other stuff lah! :|

Man! I love Safari! The fonts rock. Hahaha. Class lists results aren't out yet. ): I wna know who are my new classmates! ): Inefficient man, the school. Hahaha. Joking! Anyway, training was crappy today. Got scolding(s)! And alvin diligently told me, he felt that someone else was there. -.- What the fish. Hahaha. Its ok, I forgive him.

Alright tmr's plans: Meet Bestie, lunch meeting w CG people, meet sarah, service then lastly dinner with parents. (:

Second Chance

2009-02-06T07:31:00.003+08:00

Apparently, college life starts today. Class lists will be released today and I have 3 hours of inhumane training to endure. Going back to training wouldn't be that bad if I didn't stop in the first place. Now, I have to stand on court and fight a battle of allowing all kinds of questions to be shot at me. I have to come up with something, a reasonable explanation. I don't wna people to think of me as fickle-minded(though I am. Libras, what to do.). OK, this is stressful. I joined back also at the same time risking my J1 results. Yet, once again. But I can't simply talk myself into joining a club cca. I can't. Grr. Why am I so anal! I have a real weird theory about this. But I'm not talking about it bcos it will just add on to the list of weird things that Li An does/thinks. Hahahaha, kidding.

School starts at 9 today, that explains why I am still here. Anyway, I really love the new cohert. They seem harmless, that's exactly what I needed. (: Thank You, Father.

Until This Day

2009-02-04T20:29:00.000+08:00

I never got much out of this life,
Never saw myself in someone's eyes until this day.
Never had the things I really wanted,
Never had the things that people flaunted
Until this day with you.

Got Milk?

2009-02-04T19:36:00.002+08:00

Are you serious? I love milk! Omg. :/

Why So? How So?

2009-02-04T16:02:00.004+08:00

I'm gettin' pissed off with myself for wasting so much time. Now, its like a I-know-its-not-gonna-work-but-I still-wna-keep-it-comin' thing. I am so annoying. Grr. Brr. Bah. I should stop wasting time. And Daddy said its not right too. OK, I'm going to give myself 1 week. 1 week to burn that bridge. I'm serious. ):

San F. Baby!

2009-02-03T19:47:00.001+08:00

I am so so very tired. Wah, damn. My eyes are damn dry.

Dickies Rulez(haha)

2009-02-01T09:37:00.001+08:00

I want Tea.

Plans Gone

2009-01-31T11:07:00.001+08:00

Angry! I hate it when people misplace my stuff.
I also hate it when my plans are screwed up.

Leave It There

2009-01-30T22:42:00.003+08:00

School @ 9am
Had the shortest lessons ever
Ate a cow during lunch
Debrief with only 2/3 of the initial cohert
Mee Siam @ QiJi
Hit Granny's house
Sushi dinner
Read
American Idol(!)

Long time since I've talked about my day. Hahaha. Just a lame list. (:

Heart Speaking

2009-01-29T19:46:00.001+08:00

"You don't let people in, its hard for you and once you do you don't want to let them go and when they fuck up you're like why did you do that to me? I gave you my feelings. I did everything for you, and you screwed me over."

- Audrina Patridge

Kenotia

2009-01-29T17:38:00.001+08:00

Lazy Morning

2009-01-29T12:25:00.005+08:00

Omg. I overslept. I feel so bad. At first, it was supposed to be intentionally but it ended up to be accidentally. I need to tell my mum the truth. I feel so bad. I don't wna lie to her. :/ I've thought of all sorts of excuses but I know nothing on the list will work. Argh, Li An, you're a bad kid. Ughhh... help! I can't just stay at home, waiting for her to come back and act like -just any normal day- I went to school. ): How! Tell her, I'll get a scolding. Don't tell her, I'll feel bad for the rest of my life. -.-

32 inch (haha)

2009-01-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

I'm eating a lot. Bloody hell.

Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist

2009-01-25T20:53:00.004+08:00

Great movie, totally worth the waiting. I love Cera's face.

Anyway, I'm inhumanely mean today. I'm so mean. I gave loads of meaningless comments just now. I can't stop until I started slapping my own face. Haha. Its so frightening. OK, this paragraph spoilt the whole post. :| Heh. Ciaoz people! Happy CNY! (:

Come Home

2009-01-25T12:16:00.000+08:00

I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then ... Come Home

Just A Thought

2009-01-25T10:39:00.005+08:00

School ain't so good afterall. People go to school, study, gain knowledge, hoping for a better future of their own. But school, too, unknowingly drags victims into twines of unwanted dramas. Conflicts do happen when people communicate. There are the culprits that make sometimes life difficult. People lost themselves when they are too caught up with the world. Many question themselves occasionally, "what have I done?" and "what have I become to?" And at the end of the day when the crowd subsides, it gets to nothing. So why are we wasting time, building up blocks of nothingness? Why not we just focus on the initial plan that we had about going to school?

CasioMayhem

2009-01-24T12:45:00.003+08:00

New Year celebrations in school was a joke. Hahaha, kidding. Anyway, I ate so much yest I can vomit by just thinking about it. Steamboat was real good with Jia^2 and peeps. Hehe.
Then, Jon had some gala tickets for The Wedding Game movie. So caught that movies with some of my old mates. Fann wong is actually quite pretty. But the movie was a joke(too). Joke in a way that it is very Singapore. Don't know whether that's good or bad. Haha, aunts will like it.
I'm having a bad headache now. Grr, again! And and and I reall want to watch a movie tonight. Anyone up for it? Hehe.

Tom Yum Craze

2009-01-22T19:43:00.002+08:00

Dinner was real good, with Lynn, EstBra & Jia^2. (:
Gonna meet the oldies tmr. Yay! And no school! Yay! Celebrations only! Yay! Hahaha. Yay! Hols here I come! Yay! Tonight American Idol here I come! Yay! OK! Yay! Happyhappyhappy! Yay! Hahaha. Stupid post. Yay! Bye!

I miss _____. ):

Physics is Killing Me

2009-01-21T20:48:00.001+08:00

My H1 Physics is so CMI. I know nuts about it. I don't know how to do my paper. Physics sucks. Daddy... )':

Too Caught Up With Nothing

2009-01-21T18:17:00.003+08:00

My everyday life.
I'm deleting people off my facebook now. People I do not know, of cuz. Weird people are adding, I don't understand why.
Anyway, sometimes I think that I really have to keep my mouth shut to stay out of all troubles. Ahhh, why do I have sucha big mouth. :| OK, another new year resolution. So... school did me well for the past days. We still do have loads of work but its kinda cool because (almost)everyone does their work now. (: I love the fact that everyone is working(hard). I wonder how long can this last. Hahaha. OK, I'm having a bad headache. I wna rest. Later, xoxo! (:

Is it just me or?

2009-01-20T20:50:00.001+08:00

At first, I thought I should give this a try, another chance. But now it seemed like I made a very very very bad decision. What should I do now, help! :| Sigh!
(Few minutes later...)
OK, I've decided. That's it man. I had had enough of all these. And I did not sign up for all these crap anyway. I draw the line now. Very clearly, period. (: Goodbye ______.

Define Your Tan

2009-01-19T19:48:00.002+08:00

Its actually easier being happy, cheerful and bitchy. OK, maybe not bitchy. Hahaha. (:

Bumped into Ms. Neo at the bus-stop today. Can't believe she can still rmb my name. Hehehoho. :F

I'm going to meet Young dudette tmr! How cool can this week be! (:

The Show

2009-01-18T21:42:00.002+08:00

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

Counting Thank-Yous

2009-01-18T11:24:00.006+08:00

Actually, I totally fine with bitches and complain queens, as long as they don't find faults with me. I will atmost listen and smile. Anyone can bitch and complain to me. Seriously. Hahaha. I can stand all kinds of complains and bitching because they are really actually quite funny. They are also funny when you think about why is that person bitching or complaining about it. What are the reasons behind all the bitching and complaining. Sometimes, the reasons can get really funny, stupid and pointless. Trust me. Hahaha, whatever. But something that I can't possibly swallow is negativity. I'm easily affected by what people say. So its kinda irritating, depressing and time-wasting when I get all pessimistic. Hahaha, did I just sounded like a loser? Alright, whatever. Haha. Toodles! (:

Almond Cream

2009-01-17T22:03:00.001+08:00

Katya

2009-01-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

Made new friends @ Da Poolz, myself fat and bloated by eating apple crepe and teriyaki chicken @ newyork^2, my throat gave way by singing for 4 hours. Ugh, tiring but enjoyable. Love todayz. Hahaha.

P.S - I've lost the ability to type a normal post, muahahaha!

Aftermath

2009-01-15T21:52:00.004+08:00

When I want something, I want it bad. Including this.
Sorry Mum to whatever that I've said.

Gems

2009-01-14T22:43:00.003+08:00

Nothing changed a little despite all the efforts that I put in.

And of cuz I won't forget

2009-01-13T22:33:00.002+08:00

I don't exactly know what to blog about. Haha, the news reporter on CSI is a bitch. Hahaha. And I like the Jonathan guy on it, totally cute. OK, I have to bathe. Will be back!

The Beat Generation

2009-01-12T17:26:00.005+08:00

It actually feels good to be back early. Its so cool. First day wasn't that bad. The college is just a little empty without the old J2s. Hahaha. Everything feels pretty normal so far. Maybe it would be different when the J1s start coming. *bites lips* I'm kinda excited I think, like I don't know how to new cohert will be like. Haha, hope there are less bitches. Hahaha, i always pray for this(its quite funny). Alright, my old computer is being repaired and ALL my songs are goneee! ): Argh. Thank God I have my Ipod. I just hope that it won't give up on me that fast. Cuz I'm gna miss all the songs. ):
And, and, and ...
My sister got A1 for chinese! OK, that's it. Toodles! (:

(Edited @ 9:20)
My house now stinks real bad. My uncle is so drunk, I have seriously no idea what to do. He is puking which caused me to have problems breathing. Argh, please... my house ain't a hotel or hide-out place for you... :|

Buzz

2009-01-11T11:58:00.004+08:00

I have piano in like 2 hours' time. I'm only done with one song, still have half more to go. Argh. I woke up late today, as usual. Scheduled time's at 8. -.- Anyway, school's starting tmr! Omg. It seems so bizarre. Feels funny to think about school or even think of waking up in the morning at 6++ for school. This is funny.
Anyway, yest I was just thinking about a lot of things that I regretted doing. The list is endless so I'm not going to name them all. One of them is actually quitting art lessons. Its just so... wasted. :/ Whatever. K, I really have to practise piano. Later, xoxo! (: