Apparently, college life starts today. Class lists will be released today and I have 3 hours of inhumane training to endure. Going back to training wouldn't be that bad if I didn't stop in the first place. Now, I have to stand on court and fight a battle of allowing all kinds of questions to be shot at me. I have to come up with something, a reasonable explanation. I don't wna people to think of me as fickle-minded(though I am. Libras, what to do.). OK, this is stressful. I joined back also at the same time risking my J1 results. Yet, once again. But I can't simply talk myself into joining a club cca. I can't. Grr. Why am I so anal! I have a real weird theory about this. But I'm not talking about it bcos it will just add on to the list of weird things that Li An does/thinks. Hahahaha, kidding.

School starts at 9 today, that explains why I am still here. Anyway, I really love the new cohert. They seem harmless, that's exactly what I needed. (: Thank You, Father.