After so many years, I've finally realised that actually my emotions are the most important thing. Its always about how I feel. How I feel around some people, how I feel about how the thing would end, how would this issue be like? I'm so lead by my emotions. But at some circumstances, I do what I and the majority think its cool. So, sometimes being such a drag isn't exactly what I want and what I'm like. I hate to be put in this situation. But sometimes a little act can helpful and I believe it applies to everyone. Everyone is an actor, they do what is good for them. So, don't curse and swear at others. Think before you say anything.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Please This To Keep The Other
(11:41 AM)
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Serious
Giving up not in.
(9:33 PM)
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Deprived
I'm struggling with binomial again, for the forth year. Been doing this for four years. Man!
This week started off great. The energy and motivation to study soon drained off after for like 2 days. Haha, by wednesday I'm just a zombie wondering around school, moving from classes to classes. JC school days are like never-ending. I'm so deprived of everything! Entertainment, I hear your callings! I miss watching Hills, Bromance, Real World, 90210 & Chuck. I'm so deprived. Curious Case of Ben Button didn't cure me last night though it was real good unlike all the feedbacks I've got. I love Brad Pitt. Last night was actually the first time that I thought that he's good-looking. Hahaha. Anyway, movie last night was a bad idea. Woke up late today because of it, rushed through own practise and was late for lesson. Ka-bah-bah! Irritated! I hate to be not on time!
I'm so deprived of everything! Of time, of friends, of wisdom, of sleep, of love hahaha kidding. I'm off, back to my dearest mr. binomial. (: Hahaha!
(8:05 PM)
This is all that I've got
I'm not tasty.
I'm not nice.
I'm not anything you will think of at night.
(12:16 PM)
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Blahblahblah
I wna watch and read He's Just Not That Into You.
I'm still very very very tired from yesterday's training. I can't really raise my right hand now. No strength. And I'm using a lot of left hand since morning.I'm so annoyed by myself. I can't practise p now cuz no strength. I have no time to practise cuz I have church later and movie at night. BahRahGah! Help, I have NO TIME! Sunday i have P lesson. :/ Tired. Tell me what should I do. Bah!
(12:10 PM)
Thursday, February 19, 2009
G33k Club!
Alŧoŋ • • says (11:14 PM):
lol
Alŧoŋ • • says (11:14 PM):
im geekier than you!
L: imma g33k! come join da club! says (11:15 PM):
hahah so come join da club!
Alŧoŋ • • says (11:15 PM):
How!?
L: imma g33k! come join da club! says (11:16 PM):
haahhahah!!
(11:16 PM)
Broken Strings; Broken Ties
I want more hair.
Just got back home. Lit night was tonight. It was super duper cool! Team Lou did really really WELL! (: And poppy eyes too! Oh man, he can REALLY ACT!! Hahaha, yea my friends my friends! Thanks, hahaha! Anyway, I'm dead tired today. Was struggling to stay awake during my last lesson. Swear I'll sleep early tonight. Today definitely wasn't fun trying to stay awake the whole time. Anw, I'm off. American Idol's on now. Goodbye! (:
(10:47 PM)
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Still a full-stop
Mmm, you are crossing the line. Stay out please.
(9:45 PM)
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Bah! Gah! Rah!
I can't stand college, no more man! Its gettin' on my nerves!!! So many people in school. So noisy, so drama, so scary! Hahaha. My mood instantly changed to bubbly mood the moment I stepped outta school. It was like damn sudden. Haha, gah! I keep getting caught for long fringe how! Where the hell in the world would a college student be caught for hair?! I don't get it, it doesn't even make sense. I'm repeating this for like the hundredth time. I and Bri were like complaining, complaining and complaining our lungs out today. It was really "GAH!" No words can describe our annoyance and irritation. Hahaha, I hear an amen. Whatever, I'm going off already. Tired, have training cum try-outs tmr! (: Toodles!
(10:44 PM)
Monday, February 16, 2009
I stick to my will
First day of school did me well! And hopefully, my class well too. (: Hope everyone had fun in class and love our teachers. Hahaha, history repeats itself. Mr. Foo's my math teacher again! Good and bad. Not gonna say why, in case he google his own name and find this post. Hahaha! Got Ms. Ng again for PE. And I have more breaks this year. Not exactly a good thing cuz I'm not sure whether I will really study. Hahaha. (: I love delilah, she is really really funny. OK, I love my class. (:
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Anyway, I love my class and my girlfriends. Thank God for everything. (:
(10:57 PM)
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Happy V'Day!
To D: We are not together, thanks. Hahaha!
(11:25 PM)
Friday, February 13, 2009
A Lil' Faith Enough
TGIF and TGI V DAY! Haha, valentine's day! Not like I received lots of presents. Haha, but still I'm happy that everyone is showing love, spreading love. Haha, lame-o.
Anyway, try-outs went real well today. We had some alumni coming over to help. They are good manz, fantastic actually. Argh, I'm so tired. I wna go to bed now. OK, I'm going to sleep at 10:30 today. So please don't message or call me. Hahaha hehehe hohoho. Once again, happy valentine's day! Appreciate your other half while you two are still together! (:
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Goodbye. (:
(9:02 PM)
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Tu-Tu Train!
Hello, my mum is so cool she knows how to say what the hell. Haha!Woohoo! Last day of orientation was the best manz! It was damn high! Everyone was cheering like hell. Chaotic but fun! Had fun stepping on pom-poms(hahaha)! Hahaha, kidding. The chicken dance and college dance was the climax manz! Everyone literally went crazy at that point of time. Hahaha, it was REAL GOOD! Better than any of the years in SR(I bet)! Hahaha. (:
I don't mind getting carried again or more bruises just to exchange for this day. (:
(7:51 PM)
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Drop It, Dude.
I don't exactly feel good today. Programs were boring, draggy and energy-draining. I'm grossed out by myself, I can't believe I'm checking out the newbies. Omg!! Hahaha, gross. But can't blame me too! No work to worry about yet. Hahaha.
Anyway, cca recruitment was real fun today. Enjoy shouting the whole time at the booth and splattering nonsense. Haha. Volleyball Vs. Tennis! Yea manz! Woohoo! Hahaha, vball trials is on friday and we are so going to recruit good (looking) players man! Hahaha. I'm a lil' high now. No idea why.
Argh, I want a new piano eh. Getting irritated by my one-decade-old piano. :|
(8:27 PM)
Monday, February 9, 2009
Weird Gang, "We need a new song!"
Orientation was a drag! It was tiring, lengthy and naggy. Woohoo! Glad to be home. It is so scary. Josh S. started studying already and I'm still "enjoying" my last few orientation days. Manz! I'm sunburnt and had loads of strange encounters today. I have strangers treating me really nice in school. I keep checking out pretty girls. And I only have 8 girls in my new class. Yes, that means 16 guys. Manz! Not good, not good OK! I'm trying to look for more good girlfriends this year! ): Hahaha, maybe some guys can actually be like girls. Whatever. Hahaha (:
I love after-school times, just talking and slacking with the weird gang. Woohoo! I love my girls! (:
(7:46 PM)
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Playing With Words
Why is the world so materialistic, practical and competitive. These are things that I can't stand. One of the few things that I can't stand. I'm not that hard to please. I'm quite an easy-going person. I've finally learn how to take things and everyone easily. I'm easily pleased. In fact, you don't have to do anything extra to please me. Your presence is actually all that I need. OK, I'm not totally against that materialistic part. But I just think that, not everything in this world surrounds it. I hate how people hurt one another just to get to places. I hate how everyone burn their bridges just to get what they call "respect". This is not how respect is gained. Why does everything surrounds benefits nowadays? Why? Haven't you thought of that? How pathetic.
Anw, today I was just thinking about my future. About where Daddy will bring me to and how can I manage it all on my own. I'm scared. I have the I-still-wna-stay-with-my-family kinda feeling. OK, its a bit early to talk about this. But this is the only thing I look forward to now. Anyway. Its OK! Hahaha. Let's not think about this now. Haha. Oh yah! I just got Breaking Dawn book from Bestie! Yay! Finally. Gna finish like 1/2 of the book tonight. Met her up for awhile just now. Wa finally got to talk to her. Hahaha. And Young dudette came to my Y-Hope today! Yayayay! Hahaha! (:
P.S - My blog has been really plain recently. Sorry for the lack of pictures, haha. Bear w me please (:
(11:29 PM)
Friday, February 6, 2009
New Situation
Oh man. I finally had the whole weekend planned out. I think people will hate me when it comes to planning things. I will get so irritated by the slow replies I get and always end up typing unfriendly ones too. :/ But its really quite irritating when I try to get things done but the person just wouldn't stop talking about other stuff. Just get it done before we talk about other stuff lah! :|
Man! I love Safari! The fonts rock. Hahaha. Class lists results aren't out yet. ): I wna know who are my new classmates! ): Inefficient man, the school. Hahaha. Joking! Anyway, training was crappy today. Got scolding(s)! And alvin diligently told me, he felt that someone else was there. -.- What the fish. Hahaha. Its ok, I forgive him.
Alright tmr's plans: Meet Bestie, lunch meeting w CG people, meet sarah, service then lastly dinner with parents. (:
(11:18 PM)
Second Chance
Apparently, college life starts today. Class lists will be released today and I have 3 hours of inhumane training to endure. Going back to training wouldn't be that bad if I didn't stop in the first place. Now, I have to stand on court and fight a battle of allowing all kinds of questions to be shot at me. I have to come up with something, a reasonable explanation. I don't wna people to think of me as fickle-minded(though I am. Libras, what to do.). OK, this is stressful. I joined back also at the same time risking my J1 results. Yet, once again. But I can't simply talk myself into joining a club cca. I can't. Grr. Why am I so anal! I have a real weird theory about this. But I'm not talking about it bcos it will just add on to the list of weird things that Li An does/thinks. Hahahaha, kidding.
School starts at 9 today, that explains why I am still here. Anyway, I really love the new cohert. They seem harmless, that's exactly what I needed. (: Thank You, Father.
(7:31 AM)
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Until This Day
I never got much out of this life,
Never saw myself in someone's eyes until this day.
Never had the things I really wanted,
Never had the things that people flaunted
Until this day with you.
(8:29 PM)
Got Milk?
Are you serious? I love milk! Omg. :/
(7:36 PM)
Why So? How So?
I'm gettin' pissed off with myself for wasting so much time. Now, its like a I-know-its-not-gonna-work-but-I still-wna-keep-it-comin' thing. I am so annoying. Grr. Brr. Bah. I should stop wasting time. And Daddy said its not right too. OK, I'm going to give myself 1 week. 1 week to burn that bridge. I'm serious. ):
(4:02 PM)
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
San F. Baby!
I am so so very tired. Wah, damn. My eyes are damn dry.
(7:47 PM)
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Dickies Rulez(haha)
I want Tea.
(9:37 AM)