Angry! I hate it when people misplace my stuff.
I also hate it when my plans are screwed up.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Plans Gone
I also hate it when my plans are screwed up.
(11:07 AM)
Friday, January 30, 2009
Leave It There
- School @ 9am
- Had the shortest lessons ever
- Ate a cow during lunch
- Debrief with only 2/3 of the initial cohert
- Mee Siam @ QiJi
- Hit Granny's house
- Sushi dinner
- Read
- American Idol(!)
(10:42 PM)
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Heart Speaking
"You don't let people in, its hard for you and once you do you don't want to let them go and when they fuck up you're like why did you do that to me? I gave you my feelings. I did everything for you, and you screwed me over."
- Audrina Patridge
(7:46 PM)
Kenotia
(5:38 PM)
Lazy Morning
Omg. I overslept. I feel so bad. At first, it was supposed to be intentionally but it ended up to be accidentally. I need to tell my mum the truth. I feel so bad. I don't wna lie to her. :/ I've thought of all sorts of excuses but I know nothing on the list will work. Argh, Li An, you're a bad kid. Ughhh... help! I can't just stay at home, waiting for her to come back and act like -just any normal day- I went to school. ): How! Tell her, I'll get a scolding. Don't tell her, I'll feel bad for the rest of my life. -.-
(12:25 PM)
Monday, January 26, 2009
32 inch (haha)
I'm eating a lot. Bloody hell.
(11:31 PM)
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist
Great movie, totally worth the waiting. I love Cera's face.Anyway, I'm inhumanely mean today. I'm so mean. I gave loads of meaningless comments just now. I can't stop until I started slapping my own face. Haha. Its so frightening. OK, this paragraph spoilt the whole post. :| Heh. Ciaoz people! Happy CNY! (:
(8:53 PM)
Come Home
I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then ... Come Home
(12:16 PM)
Just A Thought
School ain't so good afterall. People go to school, study, gain knowledge, hoping for a better future of their own. But school, too, unknowingly drags victims into twines of unwanted dramas. Conflicts do happen when people communicate. There are the culprits that make sometimes life difficult. People lost themselves when they are too caught up with the world. Many question themselves occasionally, "what have I done?" and "what have I become to?" And at the end of the day when the crowd subsides, it gets to nothing. So why are we wasting time, building up blocks of nothingness? Why not we just focus on the initial plan that we had about going to school?
(10:39 AM)
Saturday, January 24, 2009
CasioMayhem
New Year celebrations in school was a joke. Hahaha, kidding. Anyway, I ate so much yest I can vomit by just thinking about it. Steamboat was real good with Jia^2 and peeps. Hehe.Then, Jon had some gala tickets for The Wedding Game movie. So caught that movies with some of my old mates. Fann wong is actually quite pretty. But the movie was a joke(too). Joke in a way that it is very Singapore. Don't know whether that's good or bad. Haha, aunts will like it.
I'm having a bad headache now. Grr, again! And and and I reall want to watch a movie tonight. Anyone up for it? Hehe.
(12:45 PM)
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Tom Yum Craze
Dinner was real good, with Lynn, EstBra & Jia^2. (:
Gonna meet the oldies tmr. Yay! And no school! Yay! Celebrations only! Yay! Hahaha. Yay! Hols here I come! Yay! Tonight American Idol here I come! Yay! OK! Yay! Happyhappyhappy! Yay! Hahaha. Stupid post. Yay! Bye!
I miss _____. ):
(7:43 PM)
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Physics is Killing Me
My H1 Physics is so CMI. I know nuts about it. I don't know how to do my paper. Physics sucks. Daddy... )':
(8:48 PM)
Too Caught Up With Nothing
My everyday life.I'm deleting people off my facebook now. People I do not know, of cuz. Weird people are adding, I don't understand why.
Anyway, sometimes I think that I really have to keep my mouth shut to stay out of all troubles. Ahhh, why do I have sucha big mouth. :| OK, another new year resolution. So... school did me well for the past days. We still do have loads of work but its kinda cool because (almost)everyone does their work now. (: I love the fact that everyone is working(hard). I wonder how long can this last. Hahaha. OK, I'm having a bad headache. I wna rest. Later, xoxo! (:
(6:17 PM)
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Is it just me or?
At first, I thought I should give this a try, another chance. But now it seemed like I made a very very very bad decision. What should I do now, help! :| Sigh!
(Few minutes later...)
OK, I've decided. That's it man. I had had enough of all these. And I did not sign up for all these crap anyway. I draw the line now. Very clearly, period. (: Goodbye ______.
(8:50 PM)
Monday, January 19, 2009
Define Your Tan
Its actually easier being happy, cheerful and bitchy. OK, maybe not bitchy. Hahaha. (:
Bumped into Ms. Neo at the bus-stop today. Can't believe she can still rmb my name. Hehehoho. :F
I'm going to meet Young dudette tmr! How cool can this week be! (:
(7:48 PM)
Sunday, January 18, 2009
The Show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why
(9:42 PM)
Counting Thank-Yous
Actually, I totally fine with bitches and complain queens, as long as they don't find faults with me. I will atmost listen and smile. Anyone can bitch and complain to me. Seriously. Hahaha. I can stand all kinds of complains and bitching because they are really actually quite funny. They are also funny when you think about why is that person bitching or complaining about it. What are the reasons behind all the bitching and complaining. Sometimes, the reasons can get really funny, stupid and pointless. Trust me. Hahaha, whatever. But something that I can't possibly swallow is negativity. I'm easily affected by what people say. So its kinda irritating, depressing and time-wasting when I get all pessimistic. Hahaha, did I just sounded like a loser? Alright, whatever. Haha. Toodles! (:
(11:24 AM)
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Almond Cream
(10:03 PM)
Friday, January 16, 2009
Katya
Made new friends @ Da Poolz, myself fat and bloated by eating apple crepe and teriyaki chicken @ newyork^2, my throat gave way by singing for 4 hours. Ugh, tiring but enjoyable. Love todayz. Hahaha.P.S - I've lost the ability to type a normal post, muahahaha!
(11:59 PM)
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Aftermath
When I want something, I want it bad. Including this.Sorry Mum to whatever that I've said.
(9:52 PM)
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Gems
Nothing changed a little despite all the efforts that I put in.
(10:43 PM)
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
And of cuz I won't forget
I don't exactly know what to blog about. Haha, the news reporter on CSI is a bitch. Hahaha. And I like the Jonathan guy on it, totally cute. OK, I have to bathe. Will be back!
(10:33 PM)
Monday, January 12, 2009
The Beat Generation
It actually feels good to be back early. Its so cool. First day wasn't that bad. The college is just a little empty without the old J2s. Hahaha. Everything feels pretty normal so far. Maybe it would be different when the J1s start coming. *bites lips* I'm kinda excited I think, like I don't know how to new cohert will be like. Haha, hope there are less bitches. Hahaha, i always pray for this(its quite funny). Alright, my old computer is being repaired and ALL my songs are goneee! ): Argh. Thank God I have my Ipod. I just hope that it won't give up on me that fast. Cuz I'm gna miss all the songs. ):
And, and, and ...
My sister got A1 for chinese! OK, that's it. Toodles! (:
(Edited @ 9:20)
My house now stinks real bad. My uncle is so drunk, I have seriously no idea what to do. He is puking which caused me to have problems breathing. Argh, please... my house ain't a hotel or hide-out place for you... :|
(5:26 PM)
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Buzz
I have piano in like 2 hours' time. I'm only done with one song, still have half more to go. Argh. I woke up late today, as usual. Scheduled time's at 8. -.- Anyway, school's starting tmr! Omg. It seems so bizarre. Feels funny to think about school or even think of waking up in the morning at 6++ for school. This is funny.
Anyway, yest I was just thinking about a lot of things that I regretted doing. The list is endless so I'm not going to name them all. One of them is actually quitting art lessons. Its just so... wasted. :/ Whatever. K, I really have to practise piano. Later, xoxo! (:
(11:58 AM)
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Just Acia
I'm actually there to listen. (: And be an audience.
(10:06 PM)
Friday, January 9, 2009
I wish for (nothing)
The Paramore chick is damn pretty. Gorgeous. Hahaha. Anyway, I just realised that I always think about how to make my life better. In other words, what can I do more to make my life better. Today, as usual, I was thinking about something and it suddenly occur to me that why am I thinking about this? And after some mmm, ahh, ohhh-s. It finally clicked! Haha. Yeah, that was how it came about.
Hahaha anyway, another thing that I don't understand is that how can people drop out of school at the age of 16, become a millionaire at 18, and a mulit-millionaire at 25? Omg. How is that freaking possible!?!? What the fishhh!
Life. Is. So. Fair. (Please tell me that, hahaha)
(11:21 PM)
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Today?
I'm so gonna get scolding for rearranging the furnitures. Sheesh!! Anyway, the pool was damn scary just now. Apparently there's no one at the pool. Me only, yes.
(Edited 5:59)
My theory of cleaning up is throw whatever that I don't remember it being there. Haha.
(4:28 PM)
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Blabbering
Sorry that I got a little carried away when I read, I should have known better to keep a lookout. I'm so sorry, I feel soooo bad. (You can actually ignore this part.)
I made it a home-stay today. (: It was pretty cool, I can't believe I actually survived without communicating with humans for, er, more than 16 hours. That was pretty cool huh. Did things that I should. Needless to say, I'm contented with myself. Tomorrow should suffer the same fate too. I have notes to pack/sort out. (omg my uncle stinks, he just walked past me. yes drunk as usual. arghhh) Of cos, I'm going swimming. Haha.
I'm quite a bookworm now by the way. I finished 3 books in, mmm let's see, 5 days? Yup, I think so.
Anyway, today wasn't as hard as I thought I'd be. I actually felt like I lost a bff(that's what you call it, not sure myself). I was a lil' muddleheaded when I thought of what had to come. But now, it is a lot clearer than before. I decided this should be it and it's be best that I stick to it, to avoid any further confusion. Haha, I hope in the future I'll understand whatever that I'm typing now.
Anyway, I have a list of things to google. Later! (:
(11:46 PM)
Interrogation
I can't believe I actually liked that.
(11:23 AM)
Monday, January 5, 2009
L-O-V-E
(10:14 PM)
Rushing
I'm trying out new music now going to head out for P lesson now I surpised that my eyes are not swollen i drank so much water last night mr trouble is here again at least he's not drunk but still stinky he's the kind of person that can go by a week without bathing k its kinda scary at times counting in the fact that how much he likes to touch my hair omggggg!!!!!! hahaha alright done goodbye i dont wna be late for class k later much love xo!
(11:36 AM)
Saturday, January 3, 2009
With Some Attachment
I'm saving up for loads of things this year. From cameras(1 or 2) to CDs.Another thing is, I'm trusting Daddy that I'll change to be a better person(of cuz still keeping who Li An is). Kick one bad habit a month. Hehe. (: Today Church service was great. Its good to see everyone again after all the "hibernation". Haha.
Tonight's kinda cold. Anyway, just finished a book, going to start on new moon soon yay! Hehe, K, this post is really boring. I'm off! Much love. [:
(11:59 PM)
Friday, January 2, 2009
3/4 through
Do you know that you can freakin' tattoo your eyeball? The ink stays there turning your eyeball into whatever colour you want and the process doesn't even hurt. Not even a lil' bit. How gross! Jia Jia and I picked up this book on Body Art today. It tells us all about tattooing and piercing. They show us all sorts of pictures. Not going to give you any more details, use your imagination. So gross, they even tattoo the scales of a living fish. What the fish(!). How cruel!Enough of that. Anyway, I think i wouldn't go back to Sakae for another month. Ate so much today. Omg. For Jia Jia it'd be six months. Whatever, as if she can do that. For someone who eats so much, mmm... Hahaha! :b
Another thing is that, I won't be online anymore in the future, for obvious reasons. I have totally lost the ability to log into my account. Because... I don't have my password anymore. No, its not hacked by anyone either was I that dumb to forget my password. Its just that I gave my pasword away to my bestfriend. Well, its for my own good I know. Msn wasted and had stolen a lot of my precious time in 2008 and I won't let the history repeats itself again. I'm not like bragging or anything(please). I'm just trying all means to help myself. Plus I rarely use the computer nowadays. Everyday, I on the computer log onto Facebook check notifications then log off again. Check my blog, see whether I feel like blogging then log off again. Then press Alt & F4 and off the computer. That's my daily routine when it comes to the using of internet. I don't even check any of my friends' blogs now. Maybe only my bestfriend's? And that is only on somedays when I feel like it. I'm so predictable nowadays and I'm liking it. (: Wordy enough, later!
(11:11 PM)
The Dad Drama
I'm constantly avoiding my dad till its pissing myself off. I don't look where he's looking. I don't stay where he's at. I avoid all possible physical contact. I do what I should to show that I'm still good and still worthy of praise. I do what I do so as to give myself good reasons why is he not talking to me. But I want to stay as how it is now. Its fine now. Definitely no good but at least there's no conflict, signs of concern or any emotions involved. I can keep it and let it stay as it is by keeping myself occupied and not to ponder about it. In this way, we can both mind our own businesses and get on with our fucking lives. In this way, we both won't hurt each other and life would be generally better. We are so alike to the extent that at this point of time when initiative is needed we both don't even want to take the first step.
OK, shhh I should let things rest and finally let this chapter be closed. I gave up already, totally. Its so hard. Life is so hard. There are reasons why I do the things I do.
(10:17 PM)
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Love
I found my dearest Thumbdrive!! Yay! Finally i can put all my pictures inside. (:I feel accomplished. Hahaha, not totally just a little. I packed my stuff, cleared all the rubbish that was behind my door, and hung my bags up. I feel like a good girl. *smiles* Practised a lil' piano.
And now I'm transferring all my pictures into the Thumbdrive. Hehe. Nope, i didn't go out today. Its New Year's hello! You're supposed to spend it with your parents. Hahaha. (: xoxo, later! (:
(5:22 PM)
2009
2009 smells really good. I'm feeling really relaxed right now. Haha, watching Maid in Manhattan on Channel 5 right now. I hope this year would be good and it MUST be good. Daddy, I trust you and you promised me THAT. Haha, love ya Daddy. Anyway, I'm going to make up an new year resolution. So, I'm going to work on it now. Yea, i can't sleep(not true) so i'm going to work on it. Mmm, I'm not making sense haha. Anyway, JLo is damn hawt. K, night. xo! (:
(12:26 AM)