today was tough for me. had a hard time pushing myself through classes. i can't remember since when school became this important to me. i was just telling bri & eme today about how important it is and how i really wna do well and yada yada... this is weird. i'm not a geek, if you know me you will definitely know that i'm not a geek/nerd(!). of course not one, of course. anyway mid years are like in 4 days' time. i'm totally bummed out. gp totally cmi. SOS. gah! i need more time. :l